OK, so how do I do this again? What do I write about? Where do I begin? Why am I even here again? It’s been nearly 3,5 months since I wrote a blog post and now, 90+ days after, my fingers are itching because I. Need. To. Type. I have not taken my time to write about AD and it feels like I’m going to forget everything about us, and this time, if I don’t. It feels like I’m going to forget about how we dance around in the morning, waltzing around actually, to some random music playing on Spotify (I really like the acoustic ones in the morning, especially the happy songs because I need a good boost of positivity from the morning on just to make the day start right. I can’t allow myself to listen to anything sad or painful because it.. yuck.. just, no).
So, AD and I dance around a lot. I’ll carry her, and hug her, and we’ll be swinging from one side to another, and then do slow circles. Sometimes I make funny sounds too, just so that she will burry her mouth in my cheek, as if she wants to kiss me or bite me. I can’t figure which thing yet, but I love it! I’ll also pretend that I throw her up in the air, but she doesn’t seem to enjoy it fully just yet because she’ll give me a confused look, and smiles five seconds later, like “Okay… I guess that was fun… and scary.”.. Haha. It’s like we’re in our own world in that moment, just AD and I. And she’s got so big now, and when I tell her to do “AAAAAAHHHH!”, you know, like a monster, then she will! She does “AAAAAHHHH!” in a ‘scary’ way, haha! Ymyr and I laugh as much every time because it’s too freaking cute.
So what else? A lot can happen in three months, let me tell you that. I threw a surprise party for my mother-in-law the other week, and then we surprised here with a trip to Dubai. The whole surprise thingy turned out great, and she was in tears when we all – 30 people – yelled “URIME!” as she walked in.
I tried crossfit and my muscles were sore for 3 days. I really liked it but must say that I prefer going to the gym so that I can work out and focus on the things I prefer. My sister’s been for a visit twice, and my mum once, and we’re off to Sweden in a about a month. LOVE. Our brand is finally taking shape, and I’m nervous, and happy. Mostly nervous. What am I doing?! I love it though. AD crawls like a little soldier now, you know when they train in the mud? That’s what she looks like, and she’ll go crazy after little G. She really fights to get to where he’s sitting, and once she makes it all the way to him and gives him a touch, he’ll get up to go sit somewhere else, and then she’ll go after him again.. haha. Poor thing, but she won’t give up!
A lot can happen in three months. A lot can happen in a split second, actually, but yeah, a lot can happen in three months. Good and bad. Love and loss. But I’m here, and we’re here, and AD’s sleeping like a little lamb right now, and Y is waiting for me to just finish this random blog post – because I really needed to just type – so that we can watch a movie. Good ol’ thingy, but oh so new.
Jeez, I really missed blogging. XO