“Stay away from people who
make you feel you’re hard to love.”
– yesterdays. 10 months old –
When we wake up, we’re supposed to wake up with a carefree, calm mind that tells us it’s a new day. But I wasn’t there this morning. Things.. hurt deeply and more than I want them to. Instead I woke up to not only what’s happening around us, but to questions that I know won’t get answers in years; if ever. Heartless people. Never in a thousand years.
But it is a new day, and I have this little girl. And I’m going to empty what’s inside of me, and I’ll let this munchkin of mine fill me with the joy that shines around her, and I want to be the best mummy I can ever be, so I’m all hers. Yesterday she got my arms numb because she’s been super needy, and super crazy, and she also seems to think that she’s Tarzan (which is funny, since she too little to understand who that is) because she’ll climb EVERYWHERE, haha (therefore no energy over to blog). 10 months yesterday.. I can’t believe it. Look at her!
Happy mummy, happy baby, right? I’ll let this beautiful, sunny day do its work. Aaleyah, sun, little G, family, and a book. That should do ♥. Have a beautiful day babes! I see many of you are in your home countries, so please enjoy, and appreciate, and most of all.. care for your family. Also, before I post: Thank you so much for the comments you left on my post about grandpa.. means a lot. I did not expect that at all, just needed to write and make sure that just a short list of memories with him would be written somewhere so that I could go back to it later. One day. Thank you, ♥.